The only way to go UP, is to go down.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
, 12:21 AM
This is it. What everybody's been waiting for. To transfer to the prestigious university. To have a new life. New people. New places. New EVERYTHING.
At first, I didn't expect that I'll be standing wherever I am right now. In my life, I don't expect much. Whether I got what I wanted or not, it's okay. I'm very optimistic. Cause I know, it happened for a reason. A reason that I may not be able to understand now, but someday I will.
I am over whelmed to have all the things that I have right now. Somehow, it never came to my mind that I am not privileged for something. I can feel that whatever things that I have to do, it is for my own good. I am doing things not for myself but for other people. It's not yet clear to me but I am willing to learn from this life. It isn't about how many good things I've done. I know.
Someday all my sacrifices will pay off. But for now, I am going to face an endeavor that I can never imagine. I maybe helpless sometimes but I will keep going on for my purpose. I will never stop learning. I will never stop discovering. Until I fin'lly get what I deserved. I will do my best in everything I'm going to do. I will put my heart onto this. There's no turning back. (: